Today was basically the mourning of Alex. People wore black and red because that was her favorite colours. Everyone made posters, and t-shirts and everything.
And i felt so guilty because i was so upset that she died but at the same time happy because of what everyone is doing to remember her. I still can't over how guilty i felt. People came together and helped each other....and it sux to have such a beautiful thing happen for such a horrible, not understandable reason. Losing a family member/school mate is just a sad reason.
It's ok to mourn her death...but maybe should we be celebating her life? Hard to do because all you wanna do is just go to sleep and wake up and pretend like nothinf happened...i know i wanna do that. Celebrating a life cut so short may never happen no matter how much we want it. But i'm glad about all the people making things to remember her, and everyone writng letters to her family and just anything people are doing for her. I pray that her family, friends and anyone that cried for her and felt for her will be ok. and that we can all come together for her.
Thursday, April 17, 2008
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