Change?

OK I really like to dance and sing, but weirdly.

LIke dance all crazy and sing really annoyingly. I LOVE it. But now my friend is telling me that the reason I don't get guys is because I'm sooo very weird. I don't want to believe it but guys NEVER hit on me. I mean I'm most def not gonna change just because she tells me that. But it just makes me feel like crap.

OH well I just wanted to say that.

Peace

Smart Talking

There are some smart people in this world. I want to sound and be smarter. I want to say big words. And just sound overall smarter.

I don't know. but I am going to try.

Gay Marriage

I'm really glad that California passed the gay marriage law. I don't see why people think that marriage can only be between a man and a woman. Who came up with that? I mean I am a Christian, but then again I am basically a Liberal, weird I know. I don't understand what the big deal is, Everybody should have the right to be married. Who gets to say who can be married. It's not something I understand. I am straight, but I have soo much gay pride. I love going to Pride Parades! It's so interesting to see all those people who aren't afraid to be themselves and just live their lives. I do sometimes judge some people, but who doesn't? I try my hardest not to though. I hate to be made fun of, and why not give people the same treatment as I would want.

Anyways I love the idea of gay marriage, and was excited about California's law.

So Be gay and proud, I'll stick behind you!

Summer Blues.

I'm sitting at my house for the like 5th day in a row. It sucks.

I don't want to complain but i can't help it. I'm so bored. I feel like I have no friends. Last summer was so fun minus a few things.

I want to leave, but without money or a ride I can't do anything. I wish I could hang with my Best friend....but I can't because n0 one will drive a couple extra miles to let me have fun!!! I feel like theres nothing to do....and I'm basically just wasting the day away. I would get a job but then I could only work weekends and thats the only time I can actually see my best buddy.

And me being in drivers ed doesnt help at all. It basically ruins all my fun. I just want to chill with friends....but nobody I actually want to see. Its a downer..BIG TIME.

I just waste the day away because there is nothing to do. Listen to music and watch tv is about my only fun til the weekend.