Church Camp

Well I just got back from church camp.

I got to go to six flags, rappelling, the beautiful mountains in Colorado, and get some time with God.

Rappelling was one of th scariest moments of my life!!! I've never done anything like it before, I mean you're going off the side of a mountain! It was so exhilarating. The view was also amazing.


My time with God was well spent during that camp, although there were some moments when the road was rocky especially with my besty alyssa. She's preggo, and so that means mood swings to the max! I was seriously thinking of a few moments where I didn't want to be her friend, but I know she needs me so I just let her get over her little moods. I did realise the swings don't last very long.

I'm just ready for her baby to come, even if she's definetly NOT ready to have a baby....she's only 16. But maybe it'll test her and she can prove to everyone that she can be a good mom. She quit doing drugs and she won't hang out with me if i do anything. But the real test will be if she will dump her boyfriend if HE doesn't quit....which I'm sure he won't even if he has a baby on the way....

You can probaby jump to the conclusion that I hate him. He's a jerk. But whatever I've decided to stay the F**** out of their busisness even if it kills me. I hate when I try to be a good friend and get critizied for it.


Anyways I can't wait for next year. I made so many new friends and they will never be forgotten!

I think my relationship with God will be better, even if i'm not your normal Christian. I've decided to change my ways, I just have to figure it all out about what exactly I'm changing in my life.
I know that I'm ready.